Archive for July, 2009

Contemplation

Brad went back to work today and actually seemed OK today so that is good. I just want my babe to be able to get that weight off his shoulders. I just want to be able to help the people I love the best I can. Been a pretty average day.. got the rest of the laundry done and put into rooms. I’m working on the new layout for the site but I keep changing my mind!!! Ugh I’m getting aggrivated with myself, lol. It’s a summer based layout so I hope I can get it up before summer ends haha. I’m amazed at how fast today has went by really. It’s already almost 7pm?!!!

It’s supposed to rain the next few days, ugh!!! If it’s OK weather tomorrow maybe we’ll get to go out and do something like we usually do but If it’s raining then I’m not sure what we’ll do. It’s so fun to be able to chat with Brad while hes at work mwahaha. Last night we went to bed a little earlier than usual since Brad was exhausted but not long after we were asleep, the lights went off! I woke up a few random times and the lights were off and I don’t think they came back on until like 4-5AM. I think I was waking up because it was getting hotter and hotter without any air. No idea why the lights even went off? We weren’t having a storm or anything.. who knows! Annoying.

Interesting

Today has been hard. Brad came home this morning after 11AM and I could tell he had been crying. I was thinking… oh no, please tell me he didn’t get fired. Nope, apparently he did something wrong at work and got a warning and then talking to his work coach led to bringing up the main stress in his life. Apparently a past event has been eating away at him since It happened and this was years ago. He broke down at work to his coach about it then his coach told him to go ahead and take a paid day off with the way he was feeling. I’ve felt pretty glum the whole day too because I can feel part of his burden. He’s gone right now to go talk to a guy from church about it and I hope that person can help him atleast a little bit. I tried to talk to him about it and he said I helped a little…

I just want him to be happy and I hope somehow, someway he can overcome this and not have it bringing him stress every day.

Ugh and it’s been raining allllll day. Boooo. Anyway, I’m gonna go fix my snack while Katie naps.

Mobile

I really like my new cellphone! If I’m playing with Katie, I can randomly tweet on twitter or post on facebook and I’ve been randomly messaging Brad at work so it adds a bit of fun!!!

I sat down last night and fiddled with ANOTHER new layout, lol. I’m pretty sure I’m sticking with the one I’m messing with but I guess we’ll see. Last night Brad and I finally watched our Netflix movie Aeon Flux! Actually a pretty decent movie… very interesting. I slept sooo good last night! I got up this morning though and have felt like I don’t have my usual full energy. I’m thinking PMS has a play in on that. OH OH Katie is finally getting her 2 top teeth!

Side note to self: don’t drink the crystal light packets with fiber in them in the morning.. wound up with tummy ache and side pain while running, oweeee.