love-geek

Brad went back to work today and actually seemed OK today so that is good. I just want my babe to be able to get that weight off his shoulders. I just want to be able to help the people I love the best I can. Been a pretty average day.. got the rest of the laundry done and put into rooms. I’m working on the new layout for the site but I keep changing my mind!!! Ugh I’m getting aggrivated with myself, lol. It’s a summer based layout so I hope I can get it up before summer ends haha. I’m amazed at how fast today has went by really. It’s already almost 7pm?!!!

It’s supposed to rain the next few days, ugh!!! If it’s OK weather tomorrow maybe we’ll get to go out and do something like we usually do but If it’s raining then I’m not sure what we’ll do. It’s so fun to be able to chat with Brad while hes at work mwahaha. Last night we went to bed a little earlier than usual since Brad was exhausted but not long after we were asleep, the lights went off! I woke up a few random times and the lights were off and I don’t think they came back on until like 4-5AM. I think I was waking up because it was getting hotter and hotter without any air. No idea why the lights even went off? We weren’t having a storm or anything.. who knows! Annoying.

Today has been hard. Brad came home this morning after 11AM and I could tell he had been crying. I was thinking… oh no, please tell me he didn’t get fired. Nope, apparently he did something wrong at work and got a warning and then talking to his work coach led to bringing up the main stress in his life. Apparently a past event has been eating away at him since It happened and this was years ago. He broke down at work to his coach about it then his coach told him to go ahead and take a paid day off with the way he was feeling. I’ve felt pretty glum the whole day too because I can feel part of his burden. He’s gone right now to go talk to a guy from church about it and I hope that person can help him atleast a little bit. I tried to talk to him about it and he said I helped a little…

I just want him to be happy and I hope somehow, someway he can overcome this and not have it bringing him stress every day.

Ugh and it’s been raining allllll day. Boooo. Anyway, I’m gonna go fix my snack while Katie naps.