Thanksgiving was AWESOME, AWESOME, AWESOME. Great food, great times with me, Brad, Mom, my aunt & cousin. Played card & dice games and It was a total blast. Gained some of my hard-worked off weight BACK after all the Thanksgiving food.. UGH UGH UGH UGH. Now I’m gonna have to be a slave to the treadmill even longer to get back to where I was before the 4-day Thanksgiving holiday I had. Sigh. I wish It weren’t so hard for me to lose weight. Atleast I’m willing to hang in there and really try. I’m determined. DAMN YOU MESSED UP HORMONES FOR RUINING MY LIFE + WEIGHT GOALS. *shakes fist*

Wellll, It’s true — I SUCK at updating this blog here. I dunno I feel so BLAH about my website right now. I have no modivation for a new layout or any layout ideas. I feel more comfortable posting on my livejournal and occasionally my myspace. Hang in there guys, I’ll get my modivation back and be up with a new layout and going once again. I HOPE. I miss this site but I look at it and just want to close IE. I want a cutesy, colorful layout & something that feels fresh and new. *shrug*

I don’t want Christmas to come, lol. Why? Coz it’s another holiday, with more holiday food and I don’t want to gain weight back after losing it DAMNIT. It seems like If I eat ANYTHING extra from my normal diet-plan schedule, I GAIN. I think this holiday I’ll just sit back and watch others eat down plate fulls of holiday food while I munch on watermelon and yogurt. I imagine we’ll spend Christmas holidays with Brad’s family mostly and knowing his family, If I don’t eat then they’ll think I don’t want to be there or something, lol.

GRRRRR. There’s some sort of loud constant noise going on outside that is about to drive me INSANE. BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG. sdlkfajasdl;fja. Anyhow. Brad rented Sims 2: Pets for PS2 for meeeee. It’s interesting and REALLY REALLY fast-paced and seems like hours FLY by when I’m playing it.
Sigh. I love my life.. I really do but I dunno I guess It’s just hard for me with my weight being as hard to lose as it is.

Well, I guess that’ll be all for me for now. Gonna go work for a bit to make some moooooolah!!! Have a great Tuesday. No telling when I’ll post here again but ya never know!! See ya.

I finally got Photoshop 7 back on my puter SO! I’m gonna try my best to come up with a new layout ASAP coz I am soooooooo tired of this Hinder one. I’ve had it up since, what, August? Yeah, I think that’s it coz It was before the Nickelback concert. UGHUGHUGH. I’m thinking of putting up another Joey & Pacey (from Dawson’s Creek) layout. I have an old one I made a long time ago back when I had chemicalldown.org but I don’t like the background color and It has 2005 blended into the image lol Wow, 2005..

IT’S ALMOST 2007. Insane.. I can’t wait for Thanksgiving! NEXT THURSDAY. Brad’s off work and my Aunt + Cousin are coming down from Georgia. WOOO. CANNOT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! :grinny:

I’m so glad that Brad’s mom talked me into going to the doctor. I really needed that check up and everything. Time for results! Overall — I am pretty much 100% healthy EXCEPT some of my hormones are a litttle out of whack but apparently, that has made all the DIFFERENCE for me. That’s why I’m overweight, why my hair looks like CRAP all the time, why I can’t get pregnant, etc, etc. SO the doc gave me a prescription for Metformin and I started taking it Saturday. So far, so good.

Brad and I had a good weekend. 🙂 We went and saw Mom Saturday and spent the day with her. She cooked mashed potatoes, tomatoe soup and PEAS! It was yummy. We sat around and talked then left to come home that evening. We went shopping today and I got a lot of healthy stuff. I have to watch what I eat while I take this medicine. If I eat too much sugar, It’ll make me sick. If I eat too many carbs, It’ll give me diahhrea. I go back to the Doc on Dec 28th to see If the medicine is working. Hopefully by then, I’ll be able to tell a difference. I’m hoping BEFORE then.. speaking of losing weight – Brad and I went with his Mom to the walking track and walked a mile!!!! We plan on doing that every day, hopefully. Yay for exercise! I really hope the combination of Metformin, exercise and healthy food will really have a great effect on me!!! :grinny: I feel great right now just from the exercise!

Just thought I’d drop in with an update and my results!!! SO happy that I’m healthy, just gotta get those hormones (and my ESTROGEN) in line!!!! Have a great week :)