Thank you guys for the comments! As far as the kidney infection goes, I don’t know If I had one or was on the verge of getting one but I spent 2 days drinking nothing but water and I seem to be fine now so I guess that’s what I needed, hehe.

Brad and I had a fall out last week and It kindof put us in an iffy spot with one another but we finally made it through back to our old selves again. Every couple is gonna have things to try to work out and work through and this just happened to be our time.

Gah, I can’t believe I’m up this early!!!! Brad woke me up this morning around 5:30AM so I could take my temp (for TTC purposes) and I think I went back to sleep for just a little while then woke up at 6AM and couldn’t go back to sleep so here I am still. It’s now 7:30AM and I am STARVING – so much that I feel sick so I think I’m gonna go eat a sausage biscuit here in a minute.

Mom left for Georgia on Friday. She’s got an appointment with Section 8 Monday to get all the things settled so she can move there. She’s gonna stay all week then come back Saturday? I think? She told me and Brad to come over when they get back and they might be going ahead and moving then? I dunno. I just know I don’t know how I’m going to handle it. *sigh*

Yesterday was very interesting. Brad and I got up around noon? Sat around – hadn’t even got dressed and his friend Alex called and wanted us to come along with him and his girlfriend to a LAN party hosted by a bunch of people that they both work with. I didn’t really wanna go… but I told myself, hey, It’s a way out of the house and to spend some time with other people so we got dressed, loaded up and met them. We left Brad’s truck at a gas station then loaded up into Alex’s girlfriends car. Umm, well It was a very disorganized LAN party, lol. Everybody was playing different games instead of all playing the same game at once. I got to play Need For Speed: Carbon! Pretty awesome game! :grinny: Alex and Brad went and bought us Taco Bell for dinner, YUM! We stayed until about 8:30PM then decided we’d go. Wound up in Wal-Mart for quite some time, looking for various items then just wandering. Eventually, drove back to Brad’s truck and It was storming at the time – told them goodbye then headed on home ourselves. We got home about 10:30PM and our Internet was out. It kept going in and out. We had some pretty good lightning and thunder + rain. Kept hoping the Internet would come back so I could play some Lord of the Rings Online but It never did, ugh. Brad sat and read his book while I fiddled with my desktop and listened to music. Finally, after 2AM we headed to sleep.

Now here it is Sunday! We need to go grocery shopping and I need to wash my hair! Then tonight is an all new episode of THE 4400 and THE DEADZONE, squeeeee!!! The Deadzone looked like it was gonna be AWESOME so I can’t wait!!!!! :happy: Alright, you guys have a great day! :grinny:

I was tagged by amanda!

Hm, 7 strange things about me?

1) I love how my birds smell, lol
2) I’ve never had chicken pocks?
3) I think banana + mayo sandwich is really tasty
4) Older guys or Mexicans that stare at me scare me
5) Gold jewelery breaks me out
6) People throwing up scares me too
7) … I don’t know

*sigh* These past few days have been beyond stressful. Don’t even want to go into it. If I did It would be paragraph after paragraph and I just don’t have that in me right now. And I think I might be getting a kidney infection, just great!!!!!!!!! 🙁

HAPPY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY to me and braaad!!!! :love: :love: :love:

Quite a crazy weekend.. Brad didn’t get to cash his work check Friday so we’ve been without money since then but Brad’s cousin James treated us to go to Transformers this evening! What an AWESOME MOVIE! I love Shia LaBeouf! It was visually amazing. I didn’t watch Transformers as a kid but wow, I was amazed. SO tomorrow afternoon we’ve got to go do our normal grocery shopping since we didn’t get to this weekend. After the movie we dropped James back off near his house then headed on over to Brad’s Moms house where I watched the last half of The 4400 and ate some spaghetti over there then watched The Deadzone!!!

Now I’m home.. thinking I’m just gonna surf the web tonight but I might play a little of Lord of the Rings Online, not sure yet. Depends on If the Internet is active tonight or not. Speaking of our anniversary.. 4 years! Can’t believe it. Brad was telling me this weekend that he can’t believe It’s been that long. He said he was thinking 3 years and I’m like nope, 4! :happy: It’s amazing to say that we’ve been together for that long. Can’t wait for 5 yrs! 10 yrs! 50 YEARS! Hehehe.

Back to Monday? Wow. And nearing the end of July. Makes me sad because that means summer is getting closer to ending and I don’t want it to! I don’t mind fall but I don’t like winter!!!

Friday Friday Fri-day! :grinny: :grinny: :grinny:

I’m happy it’s now onto the weekend and our weekend of looooove! 😉 Can’t wait to go out and celebrate our anniversary! SQUEE!

Well, Brad was about to leave for work this morning and his truck wouldn’t do ANYTHING. Dead battery! He had to call his Stepdad to come get him and take him to work. This evening he couldn’t get a hold of anyone so he had to walk home! It’s not TOO far but he said It was a pretty good walk. Brads Stepdad had to go somewhere and Brads Mom was @ the hair salon with Brad’s oldest sister so they dropped they 2 younger girls off here with us. Once Brad’s Stepdad got back he came to get Brad to go to Wal-Mart to get a new battery so I had to watch 2 of Brads sisters. We put in Lilo and Stitch for them to watch. Leah is 10 and Lindsey is 5.. Leah is always so so quiet and sweet. Lindsey on the other hand.. LOL. She was kindof just going from one spot to another constantly but overall she was pretty good. Brad’s Mom came by and picked them up. Brad came back, they put in the new battery and Brad’s Stepdad went on home and voila.. new truck battery!

Brad went and got us CHINESE for dinner! That’s what I’m chompin on right now! I was STARVED. We might go out for our anniversary tomorrow or we might wait till the actual anniversary day, Sunday! Hehehe. :love: :love: Love is so great. I feel so blessed to have him. *sigh* WHEEEE! :happy:

Gosh, I did so much yesterday that last night and this morning I have just been DEAD tired!!! :dead: :dead: :dead: Yesterday morning I did my dancing and stretching then took my nap, Brad woke me up when he was leaving after his lunch break – did my usual stuff then washed dishes, cleaned up the living room extra good then went around spraying the house with yummy smellin spray. Of course yesterday afternoon, I fast-walked my 2.4 miles on the treadmill then once we came back home yesterday evening, we had our own exercise time hahaha so needless to say I think I covered ALL the exercise catagories, ROFL. 😀 😀 😀

My legs and butt are very sore from all of the above haha. I did a tiny bit of stretching this morning but I was so sore that I took a longer nap this morning. I feel a lot better now. Don’t wanna wear my body out too much too fast. Walking on the treadmill is getting a lot easier than It used to be. I just hate to get all sweaty and hot! By the time I step off, I’m soaked. And my thick, long hair doesn’t help matters! I pull it back in a ponytail but my neck still gets extremely hot. I can’t put my hair up because it’s too long. If that makes sense, It won’t stay.

Well, my job hunt is on.. been trying to find out if any the nearby stores are hiring. I’m hoping to find something real soon but need something close I can walk to since right now I don’t have my license or a car and such. I could go work @ McDonalds.. it’s right across the street but I have always told myself that I would try to avoid that place at all costs.. DON’T want to work at a food place. Apparently they are pretty much always hiring. Would love to work at Fred’s Dollar Store or CVS – we live right behind Fred’s and CVS is beside Fred’s. Could also go for Movie Gallery but it’s across the street from Fred’s. Ah well, I’ll just have to wait and see what comes about.

ChaCha is slow today, ugh. Think I’m gonna go call Mom and see what she’s up to. She told me last time she talked to me that she would like to be moved before August 1st. *sigh* I don’t know how to even say goodbye to her. It was already BEYOND hard to say goodbye to her when I left for Nebraska but like I said before, I came back! She’s not, I’m sure of it. Yeah, Brad and I can come visit a few times a year but It’s not the same, yenno. Seems so strange to even think about it. :blank: :blink:

Weekends always fly by don’t they? This coming Sunday is mine and Brad’s 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY (not wedding but him-asking-me-out anni) heheheh I CAN’T WAIT. We’re definetly gonna go do something!!! :love: :love: :love:

I was thinking about big life decisions. Brad and I were talking about college. I’ve thought about it and I could go back but.. I’ve just been out for so long. Thinking Algebra and Chemistry again? EW, UGH. And really, honestly I feel like I’m not a college person, yenno? Then again, I might think about taking online college like my hubbys cousin did. I dunno. I just have NO IDEA what I want to do. I tried to get “guidance” about it in High School but it led me nowhere. Also, I NEED to get a job. ChaCha makes me a tiny extra but I use it for my Lord of the Rings Online payment plus some money “put aside” but really, I don’t make anything to help us. I’m hoping to get a job at one of the places close by so I can walk there every day. Would be exercise and MONEY yay. I think I could handle college + job but Brad has told me many, many times that he absolutley couldn’t handle college + his job. Maybe If I tried to convince him to take the online course with me too? I doubt it. I was also telling Brad that If I did go back to college and had a job then It probably wouldn’t be the best time to have a baby. But I want a baby! I have that big baby urge going on! I started to get upset this weekend even thinking about not trying to have a baby. So my plan is hopefully this – get a job around here for now, put some cash aside for a few months then apply for Medicial Transcription “training / school” and then I can work from home! That way when we do have a baby, I can stay home and not have to worry about a babysitter. I feel that is the right thing for me to do. Now to just find a job…

How was your weekend? Friday night Brad went with his Stepdad to the gun and knife show. Brad wanted me to come along but I just didn’t think I’d find any thrill in going to look at a bunch of guns. Hahaha. I just stayed home, took a nap then got up and played LOTRO until he got home sometime after 10pm. Saturday hm. Brad’s cousin came back over to hang out and we went to Wal-Mart to go grocery shopping. Didn’t do much… slept in past 1pm Sunday lol. Spent ALL afternoon/evening CLEANING the whole apartment! I’m so proud lol and so sore hahah. Everything is really clean now EXCEPT for the living room. See, Brads cousin doesn’t like cleaning products so I didn’t clean the living room last night. I also moved our recliner and coffee table to different spots in the living room so Brad would have somewhere to put his drink when he sits on the couch INSTEAD OF SITTING THEM ON THE COUCH! Ugh. I swear. All I have to do today is clean the Iguana tank, give him a bath + feed him then clean the living room up and spray spray spray some good smellin stuff all around the apartment!

Gonna finish eatin my apples and fruit dip and I’m off to get things done! Have a great day!! :happy: :grinny:

Wow. I have had some major energy and MODIVATION lately as far as exercise + dancing/stretching goes! This morning I spent some time dancing and stretching along to some music and boy, It was great! I love to do that. Man, between my treadmill exercise, stretching, dancing and OTHER exercise 😉 😉 :wink:, I am SORE! That’s great though, It means I’m getting those muscles worked!!! I am so pumped! I just want to exercise, dance and stretch more more more!!! Hehehe! :grinny:

From my exercise, I can tell a little diff in my tummy. I’m attempting to get it back to the way it was when I was in High School. After High School ended I moved up to Nebraska and while I was there.. I was just a blob. All I did was sleep all day till Brad got home from High School, spend the rest of the day playing on the computer until anywhere between 2-4AM and repeat. I got some exercise when I went walking with Brad but I think that’s where my tummy started to gain. I didn’t have a ROCK HARD tummy in High School but it was small. The pants I’m wearing right now are getting way loose on me. And my big comfy nightie shorts? If I don’t keep them pulled up every few minutes, they DO fall off of me hahaha. I need to buy a new pair but I love those!!

UGH my Dell speakers are all of a sudden being crackly – I hate that! Looks like I might have to buy some new speakers.. that sucks. Haven’t had those speakers for a year and their already crackling… wait and now their randomly cutting out? Maybe It’s my CD. I hope. GRAWR. Yep, it’s my Hoobstank CD that’s doing it, thank goodness. Guess It needs a good cleaning. I’d like to buy a few new CDs including Chris Daughtry’s. :happy: And I swear, I can’t get enough of listening to Elliot Yamin’s song!!! Heheh.

It’s actually looks to be a decent day outside and doesn’t seem to be as hot. Brad is thinking about trying to apply for a job at the Post Office! They pay great money but he has to PAY money to take their test and then If he does good on that test then he’ll have a good chance but If he doesn’t then others have a better chance but I told him If he wanted to do that to go for it! :happy: I just want him to be happy with a job – as far as I know this week his job has been pretty good but I know he just overall doesn’t like it. So I hope he finds something else to do that is a little less straining on his body.

I think I’m gonna go dance and stretch some more to some music then get a few things done around the apartment before I sit down to attempt to work in ChaCha! *wave wave*

Sooo here it is, layout version number 10!!! Let me know what you think of it! Umm, I changed my computers resolution to as high as it could go – which is 1280X1024 and I’m still trying to get used to it. I know it’s a pretty small layout but I like, I like. I still have to work on my pet page coz I accidently deleted most of the content on it haha. I really need to start going out and commenting people so maybe I can get some more visitors and comments!!! :grinny:

It’s been off and on again rainy/stormy here the last few days but that’s typical Southern summer weather. It’s been hot but not TOO hot. We need the extra rain though. In fact, It seems to be clouding up at this very moment. This last weekend, Brad and I bought a watermelon and yesterday I cut it up and put it into bowls. OH MY – it is dark red, sweet and juicy! Best watermelon I’ve had in a long, long time. We still have a whole bucket full in the fridge!!! Very, very good. :thumbsup:

Speaking of yesterday, after Brad came home from work he took his shower then I saw him go into the bedroom and to get something from my bottom nightstand drawer and I knew he was getting the clippers to shave. Usually he just trims up and such. For the longest time I’ve wanted him to get rid of his long goatee. I like a smaller goatee and his was just getting wild and longer. Well, yesterday after he was done shaving he ran to the bedroom and had the door almost closed and motioned for me to come then quickly shut the door, rofl. What a goof. I came in there and HE SHAVED HIS FACE COMPLETELY AH!!!!! Heheheh, I was so surprised! He put on his aftershave too which smells SOO good! I went in and kissed his chin and hugged hugged hugged him! Hehehe. Speaking of my babe, he’s been in a real good mood this week so far and I really hope the rest of the week is good for him too. :love:

I really think my hormones are starting to get back to almost-normal or atleast somethings going on coz I just feel overall different in a very good way. I’ve felt more energetic and just that feeling of wanting to burst with happiness and glee hehehe. And my body feels smaller so hopefully my hormones are kicking back to where they should be or atleast heading that way! OH and I’ve lost a few pounds even though I went on vacation and didn’t exercise + had lots of foods I probably shouldn’t have, lol but hey I’ve lost so that’s what counts!!!! Speaking of getting back to normal, all my life every now and then I get blisters. When I was little I’d get them on my fingers. As I got older, they started to pop up on my left underside of my arm. Now, they appear on my right palm. I hadn’t had one in like… gosh 2 years? Well, I noticed one about to make an appearance the other day so maybe that’s another sign my body is getting back to normal haha even though I have to see those blasted blisters again. Apparently, their like a form of cold sore type for me. Found out it runs in the family and I’ve got scars from them on my left arm. Ugh.

Okie, off to eat my late lunch then have some DELICIOUS watermelon! Have a great afternoon!!!!! :happy:

My site will look funky for a bit since I’m gonna be working on putting together version 10 so hang in there while I get stuff going!

Whee! :grinny:

PS: It’s been a rainy day

edit @ 9:45PM: K, got some of the new layout done for today, gonna finish the rest tomorrow coz now I’m off to play LORD OF THE RINGS ONLINE!! :love: :love: :love: Mwahahaha! Have a great night!

So Brad and I got home from vacation Friday afternoon and man, It was so good to be home again to my own computer!!!! The vacation was pretty good but I didn’t get to swim NOT ONCE because It was either always full or closed down people hooligan kids were always tearing it up. UGH. It was great to see my Aunt and Cousin again! Brad and I got to stay at my Cousins apartment so Brad got to play Guitar Hero 1+2 and he BEAT God of War 2, which, is a nice game!!! :grinny:

It was SO HOT there! But a couple of days were actually nice as far as temp goes. And the food? OMG. Over the span of the almost-week we were there we had: chicken and dumplings, mashed potatoes, corn on the cob, BANANA PUDDING, ribs, shell salad, ham, spaghetti.. lots of yummy yummy food. It was definetly nice to get away and out of Alabama.

Thing is.. Mom IS moving to Georgia. Probably August or September. Not really sure what to say about it. It’s gonna be hard not being able to atleast go and see her every once in a while like normal. Those trips are SO tiring!! I was exhausted Friday when we got home. I had a lot to do when we got back but was way too tired to do any of it! So It’s back to regular schedule now.. I cleaned the apartment and the animal cages today so ready to go for the week! Hopefully Brad will have a good work week, I hope hope hope.

Next event coming up? July 22nd! Mine and Brad’s 4 year anniversary since he asked me out!!! :love: Eeeeee! Then after that? Well, nothing really lol. I NEED A NEW LAYOUT badly! I’m thinking I might spend the rest of this afternoon coming up with a new header image/colors. This site has been kindof dead I see so I’d like to try to revive it. :dead: