“Sometimes I forget to breathe… life can be overwhelming. Always pushing and pulling me, away from what really matters, and I keep forgetting to remind myself, I keep forgetting to remind myself… slow down, no one ever said this journey was a race. What’s the hurry? Slow down.. I’ll go anywhere I want in my own pace without a worry, I’ve gotta slow down. It’s never easy letting go when the feelings so familiar, of always being in control – maybe it’s an illusion” ~ Hoobastank “Slow Down”

Hi, hi.. highlights from lately: more blood tests for my health mess, hair cuts for me and Katie, Brad is getting into html coding!, I like my psychology college class, andddd we went to a nearby “beach” last weekend. It was awesome! I haven’t been swimming two years? I still love swimming, as I always have. To be honest, I just feel overwhelmed with all my health problems and the fact that I can’t eat much without some sort of pain or issue. It really sucks, plus the fact that I CANNOT get my weight or body fat down either. Same story for five years. It’s really old. I’m sick of thinking about it, so I’ve been trying to distract myself.

I was looking at the Internet Wayback Machine at my old sites.. the main site of mine was 11.0ne1.net and I browsed my old content and such, like I have many times in the past. I found old conversations that Brad and I had back in 2003 that I had uploaded to my site. Priceless. I’m trying to get my theme editor to work so I can put new content up on here, but It’s giving me a Forbidden, so I will keep messing with it. Looking at old content gave me LOTS of ideas that I want to pursue, if I can get it fixed.

UMMM, been watching Extreme Weight Loss, Game of Thrones (but it’s over now), and Orange is the New Black. All excellent!

How is it already almost July?! …