Awful.

I feel AWFUL. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.. but everytime I try to eat/chew, it shoots pain into my ear and the left side of my neck is swollen and my shoulder/top of back hurts too. I called Mom last night and told her and she told me to get Brad to take me to the ER but Brad and his Mom said that the ER would charge us a lot and to wait until Monday.. Mom was NOT happy about that. I told her they would charge a lot and she said, “Well, by the time Monday gets here, It may be a lot more than that if it gets worse” I just want to feel better but I don’t want to have to pay so much to go to the ER.

I wanted to get so much done this weekend. 🙁 Wanted to see about going the beach, wanted to clean up the apartment even more than I usually do. Wanted to possibly go out shopping or something but gosh, I feel so bad I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I took half a pain pill yesterday and Brad was EXHAUSTED from work so we layed down together and took a nap and didn’t get up till 8pm then we went to McDonalds and got something to eat and stayed up till 1AM then went to sleep.

Brad’s gone right now to a big yard sale – his cousin and aunt are there too. I would have gone but I just don’t feel like it.. sigh. I have the other half of the pain pill here by me but I don’t know If I want to take it right now or If I should just take 2 ibprofin. I think I might go back to sleep in a little bit though. I just feel miserable.

I just want this to be over and gone! Well, have a great weekend!