HAPPY NEW YEAR’S EVEEEEEEEEE! Gosh, I have been terrible about posting. Bah. Just been so unmotivated lately.

Before I review my 2013 – I’ll review since my last post. We did get to visit Brad’s family and had a good time! We stayed for 5 days and left to come home on Christmas Day. I had noooo food when I got home (that i usually eat) so I had to eat wheat bread (with gluten) but oh well. The trip threw off my medicine timing and I’ve been tired ever since… =( sucks. Katie got to open her Christmas presents from under our tree Christmas evening, since we got home about 6pm and then I fixed them food then we opened presents! She got the items she wanted – a watch, Legos, and cars! Of course a whole bunch of other goodies. Just have been laying around and playing Lord of the Rings Online since we got back, plus the usual house chores, etc etc. Finished up Katie’s “homework” that her teacher gave her over the holiday. Starting to review stuff so she’ll be good to go when she goes back to school next week. I looked into colon hydrotherapy for my situation and THAT will get my health back on track… cleaning all the toxins out! I found a clinic nearby so my first “internal bath” is Saturday morning! I’M SUPER EXCITED. I have experience with doing the “internal baths” at home, but this is deeper cleaning so to speak hahaha. This is the only option and hope I have left to get my gut straight, since I have literally TRIED EVERYTHING ELSE. It might take like 6 sessions to feel great again, but it will be worth it. We’ll see!

OK, so 2013 ….
– lots of my dental work done
– hubby got a raise at his job!
– new computers for early birthday
– got my hair professionally colored
– bought our baby ferret!
– met my birth mom for the first time since I was 5
– did the HCG program and lost 20lbs in 6 weeks
– reached 140 pounds again
– started my thyroid meds
– this summer was 10 yrs since I met my lovie
– graduated from my AA in Business & got my diploma
– Katie started Kindergarten
– 8 year wedding anni and he bought me flowers <3 I am so determined to finally get my health better and I pray that 2014 will be it. There's so much I want to accomplish and need to do. I want to lose this extra weight, get really fit, RUN AGAIN!!!!, keep moving forward with college, get back to our church Temple, get a job & my driver's license and just work to serve my Heavenly Father by helping others. I just feel so miserable most of the time that i just don't feel like doing more than necessary. I'd love to re-arrange the pictures on our walls, plus hang up new ones, re-organize closets and drawers but I just have not had the energy or motivation. SUCKS because I realllllllly want to do all of the above. AND I WILL. Come on 2014 - I want my health back!!!!!!! Praying that everyone has a great start to the New Year too!