I can’t believe tomorrow is already HALLOWEEN. Nothing big to spill on about today really. Mom decided it would be better for her to just let Katie spend the night, since Brad and I have to get up at 5:30 and leave by 6:30 in time for him to drop me off and then he can head out towards work. I think I’ll just hang out somewhere until 8 then walk over to the Doc’s office. I asked my Cousin today if he would pick me up after he got off work and he said yes, but it might be after 3pm before he can come get me…. so that’s fine. He’s also gonna take me to pick up my NEWWWWW prescription!

Brad went and dropped Katie off at Mom’s around 5pm or so – we’ve just been hanging out! We watched the movie Daybreakers while eating freshly baked PUMPKIN SEEDS! Brad brought home 2 small pumpkins from his work Friday, heh. It’s really nice to have an afternoon and evening with a quiet house! I’m EXCITED about tomorrow and ready to get the Metformin. Probably gonna take some water and snacks with me for when I get done with the bloodwork & fasting so I can have something to eat.

Tomorrow…… IT BEGINS! I’ll be fasting until the bloodwork is done then starts my low calorie diet and going back to LOW CARB again! It’s gonna be a challenge because I have been eating WAY too much and WAY too many carbs for a while now. Hopefully taking the Metformin will help some of the symptoms. Ready to feel AWESOME again… Ready to have my ENERGY back…. Ready to get hardcore back into my EXERCISE! Looking forward to finally FINALLY…. FINALLY hitting the goal I’ve wanted since 2009…… 130 pounds! I might even reach for 120-125. What have I said all along?! I WILL DO IT. I understand the mistakes I made in 2009 that led to my downfall and then I gave into all cravings, causing my body to completely and utterly MESS UP. When I gave into all this, my PCOS/insulin resistance caused HELL inside me. I’ve been slowly trying to dig my way out of this and with Metformin, exercise, low calorie diet and DETERMINATION……….. I AM………. READY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Taking the Metformin will help encourage me to keep to my low calorie diet, away from temptations and all that. Gotta dig deep and drive that willpower once again.

This is my new beginning. I’m gonna make sure of it.