I need some cheering up =( Just so frustrated. I wish Brad could get a job NOW. Yeah yeah blah blah they all say the time will come BLAH BLAH. I mean what If that time is half a year? UGH. Just want to bang my head against the wall.

GRRR. I also want to see Mom. Christmas will be a year since I’ve last seen her. It would cost us about $200+ between gas, food and etc to go visit her. Also, we managed to get all our bills paid but Brad might have went a little negative in his bank account. Hooray!

I just want to crawl in a hole and hide.