Time really has started to fly by, espically this year. After I had Katie, I really started to realize what everyone meant when they said as you get older, time goes by faster. It’s already MAY. Before you know it, we’ll be back to Fall and then ending the year of 2009. For now, I’m just happy that It’s nice outside. We actually didn’t have ANY rain today (so far) !!! I LOVE SUMMER. I feel so vibrant and alive during Spring and Summer because the trees bloom, animals have their babies and It just really lifts my spirits. I’ve felt very spiritual today so I’ve been doing more religious reading than usual and I just feel so fresh and my mind is clear.

My husband is on my mind a lot because I want him to jump on this awesome new lifestyle with me. I don’t know what to do. Everyone has told me to stop even mentioning anything about it to him but do you realize how hard that is??? I’ve already told him everything I can though. *sigh* I want this for him too so that he can live a long, happy life with me. I also worry because his family history has a lot of heart issues in with it and I don’t want to lose him early in life. I dunno, I should just forget about it but I can’t because I’m his wife and I love him so very much. I just have to pray someday soon something will happen to motivate him to get up and get the healthy lifestyle going. Just so hard for me. I’m really trying though to just let things be. Maybe someday.. but he can only help himself. Really sucks but the ONLY thing I can do is to continue to be an inspiration and example for him. I’ve already poured my heart out to him about it. I’ve done all I can.

SO last night we watched Hellboy! It was years and years ago when I first saw that movie and I don’t even think I really paid attention to it back then but I watched intently last night! What a good movie!! We’re gonna watch the 2nd part tonight, yahooooo!