I’m slacking on the blogging again. Haha.

Well, Brad’s job is just ruining him – his back, arms, knees, wrists, hands. Plus he is never happy anymore, always down even though he tries to be in high spirits around me. His job always has him angry, upset, stressed, frustrated and he comes home EVERY DAY exhausted. His way of dealing with his anger from work @ home is to act a little immature and crazy. I can definetly tell when he’s trying to handle the anger from his job by the way he acts. I was trying to be positive yesterday to him about another job but he just snapped on me. Last night we talked it out and I dunno, I just want him to be happy again. It’s really affecting us both because when he’s not happy, I’m not happy either. He said he’d talk to his boss about cutting down some on his workload, he says they are just giving him way way way too much work. I really pray his boss listens to him and gets someone to help him!! Sheesh!!!!!!!!!!!! Makes me so angry that they can’t atleast give him a partner to help him out! His boss has been “PROMISING” him a partner for a while now but did he ever? Did he ever got through with that? NOPE! Of course that just really upsets Brad… 🙁

Speaking of slacking, I have really been slacking on my exercise. I don’t think I’ve exercised in about a month.. which is bad but I’ve stayed the same weight. Yesterday I did exercise though and I plan to today as well. I’d like to get back into doing it maybe 6/7 days a week and keep going with it and I know I’ll lose lots more weight but gosh stuff always comes up – I get sick, PMS sometimes has me eating more + feeling lazy and not wanting to exercise so I’m gonna try my best. I really want to lose more weight!

Brad also has been stressing about our bills and such. We only have a few bills but my gosh, they add up to a lot! I don’t know what we could eliminate besides our cellphone bill but then I couldn’t call my Mom since we don’t have long distance on our home phone but I guess If we got rid of our cellphones we’d have to turn on long distance coz I have to talk to my Mommy!!!! I suppose we could buy a little less and cheaper groceries but we only get what we need! Ugh, I hate money and bills but don’t we all. UGH.

I just want us to be happy.