HIIIIIIIIIIII Monday! We got up this morning, ate then took Katie to my Moms while went early grocery shopping!! We got done, came home to unload groceries then went to pick up Katie. Brad had to leave for work about 10 minutes after we came back home. Katie was being quite the defiant child this morning with the potty.. EVEN FOR MY MOM! She eventually went down for her nap and I just did this and that. This afternoon and evening we have went out on the porch for a little bit and Katie played with her bikes while I listened to music and read church articles on my phone then we came back in and she played with her toys for the rest of the evening and we also listened to music and sang along, heh. Brad just got home from work and he got to come home early!!! Today was his first day on the phones and he said it was kindof slow paced but it went well so that’s great.

I’ve felt okay… did the Netipot 4 times like I’ve been doing. Still have some body aches and weakness. I can’t to get back into exercise but I’m not taking chances until I feel like I can be able to. It really brings me down to think of all the hard work I did in 2009 and now I’ve gained nearly 40 out of the 76 pounds I lost and with me being so sick and not able to step up and lose the weight RIGHT NOW… it’s hard. Really, really hard. I’ll get there. I just need to get my health where it needs to be so I can lose the weight. Not to mention I haven’t been able to eat my “usual” healthy line-up because most things for a long while just don’t taste good and I don’t want them… boo. It’s all very frustrating.

I’m just hoping for the best and trying to be positive.