Sheesh, how is it almost MAY?! Time goes by way too damn fast. I’m currently listening to the pouting of an almost 8 year old cause she tends to be a drama queen. Nothing unusual, lol.

Wow, I really don’t have much to update on! The thing that does come to mind is that my aunt has been trying to get cataract eye surgery since one of her eyes had the WORST case of it they’ve ever seen so she applied for this clinic that helps people with low/no income for medical issues and guess what?! She got approved and goes for the surgery next Friday!!! I’m so excited for her, since she said she can no longer see out of that eye. OH, and Thursday evening we found out Brad is getting a new church calling! I’m happy for him and hope this will motivate him to want to go to church more… since we’ve been slacking the last two weeks. I applied for more jobs today and just keep praying for something to happen. I know it will when it meant to happen! =) Good thing about me is that I hold tight to being as positive as I can be.

Speaking of being positive- you know I’m always posting about trying out diff things for my combination of chronic health mess. Well, with taking various vitamins and STILL feeling bad then thinking about my chronic tendency for hypoglycemia and PCOS I think I have been feeling fatigue because of the hypoglycemia so I bought some chromium picolinate that is suggested for people with PCOS and blood sugar issues. Just started it yesterday and I can tell a difference! My weight has been going down since January- THANK GOODNESS!!! This is the lowest my weight has gotten when I’ve tried various experiments on my own. When I did the HCG with my Naturopath back in 2013 then I was able to get to 140 because of that but then gained some back after that was done. I’m so excited and just want it to keep working so I will keep moving forward! I just want to get my blood sugar stable so that my adrenals can heal and get the cortisol more balanced. The hypoglycemia I think is what has been making my life miserable since late 2014. That’s too long. I have just not felt like doing much of anything, having fatigue every morning around 10AM and having to take a nap, and my tummy has been messed up for years of course. I’m happy with the meals that I eat now, even tho I have a *little* more sugar in it than I should but seems to be OK. I’m also trying to wait and see how my body feels and when I feel ready to get back into exercise. I miss it so much but even walking for too long just makes me feel worse! I know I’m taking the supplements I need so the chromium to help with the PCOS/blood sugar/metabolism I feel is awesome. Just gonna keep fighting damnit!! That’s what I want to teach people to do. To fight for their health, no matter what circumstances you are in- we can make positive changes health-wise. <3 I LOVE talking about it!!! Makes me soo happy. <3 You are WORTH IT and you deserve every bit of happiness and to experience life to the fullest! Keep hanging in there. I know how hard it can be and so painful. I'm here for you and I have experienced my own version of pain and suffering. I want people to know their not alone and that we shouldn't judge one another but just be that shoulder and support. <3 Entertainment wise- SO sad that Prince passed away! RIP to a legend. GAME OF THRONES THIS SUNDAY, AHHHH. Started watching the new season of Fear the Walking Dead and the 2nd episode gave me ALL THE FEELS at the end, oh my gosh. I seriously love the Chicago shows on NBC. Chicago PD won't be back till May =( but watched the newest episode of Chicago Med last night and every. single. episode is AH-MAZING. I heard about the new show STRONG on NBC and forgot to watch it the day after it came out so I watched almost a whole episode this morning and I really like it! Love anything to do with health/fitness so I'll have to watch more of that. Those trainers are hot! AND BONES!!!!!!!!! Seeing Hodgins like that is so heartbreaking but that show is great. I'm sad that next season will be the last, but I'm glad they get a chance to close the story lines of the characters the way they deserve to after many years of awesome episodes and cases. I wonder what David Boreanaz is gonna do after Bones?!! I hope another TV show because I will watch him on whatever he goes to lol. *insert fangirling emote* Well, think I've rambled long enough. It started out a rainy and gloomy day but cleared up and this afternoon has been gorgeous!!! I've been loving the warmer weather and it's gonna be into the 80's this next week!!! Hubby is gonna hate it, lol. Enjoy your weekend and sending positive vibes to ya! I know If I start to feel better blood sugar wise then I'm gonna push myself to blog more and take LOTS of pictures since I just have not been because I've had no drive towards that but I want to! <3